Zilion-Ess's podcast

At heart i am very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of my imagination, feelings and intuition is as real to me as anything in the outer world, though i may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting my inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative,i have a rich inner life, though i may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. i usually keep to myself. i have great sensitivity and empathy with others. i am tolerant, forgiving and nonjudgmental, accepting people unconditionally regardless of their flaws, mistakes or outward appearance. I am a progressive thinker, open and receptive to new technologies and breakthroughs in science, and the latest discoveries in any field. I have high expectations and a deep belief that mankind's problems can be solved through the use of our creative intelligence and inventive mind. I have no patience for those whose conservative, unimaginative outlook limits their capacity to find solutions and envision a better future. I also like to keep abreast of current developments in world affairs, for I instinctively know that what happens in one part of the world affects everyone. I have a strong humanitarian impulse. Practically speaking, I have an aptitude for organization and enjoy being involved in cooperative endeavors or businesses that are contemporary and innovative. I am definitely not one to wear my heart on my sleeve. I care very much about others' opinions and crave love and appreciation as much as anyone, but one would never know it from my reserved and seemingly detached appearance. Casual, superficial relationships don't interest me at all. i am cautious and serious about love and really desire a deep, genuine, lasting love. i am old-fashioned about courtship and love, and will remain faithful to my loved one in good times and in bad. I am very serious about reaching my goals and feel that keeping my nose to the grindstone is the only way to do it. Hard work, persistent effort and concentration upon a single objective are the ways i achieve my aims in life. I exercise great self-control, even self-denial, in order to accomplish what i desire. I meet obstacles stoically and will struggle patiently through difficult circumstances. I feel that I must rely on myself alone, that it's all on my shoulders, and i can be a harsh disciplinarian, expecting far too much from myself and others. Often i hold myself back, doubting my own power and ability. i may feel that i meet great resistance whenever i try to assert myself or take initiative, and that is very frustrating to me. However, i have the power of endurance and a great determination to overcome all obstacles.